Maureen the writer

i finally relized, your only doing this to get me in your trap again. im not gonna fall for it. i dont like you, i dont want you. dont try to hold me anymore. dont try to call me anymore. i get it you still like me, well im over you. you've lied to me, and broke my heart . and you expect me to get my heart broken for a fifth time? wlel im not gonna fall for you again. got it? good. </3

love if where you cant sleep at night, and you cant stop thinking about that person when laying there.

love is where you eat less, sleep less, and cry more.

you can feel you're heart and pulse beating faster when you're with that person.

You'll stay up all night waiting for a phoen call or text from that person,

and prank call the person just to hear him sya "hello".

you'll never think of breaking that person heart, and when there hurting, you'll be the one taking care of him.

you'll ditch your friends,

and sacrafice anything.

you know when your in love when you can feel your heart beat when you think or you're near him.

thats my opnion. <3

i guess this is it.

we're over and done with. but you know what? i fucking miss you. i miss you're hugs, and kisses. i miss our friendship. thats over too. why? i dont know. but im guess im sorry, for something i didnt do. i willing to take the blame just to get your friendship back. i'll always love you. and i really reaaly miss teh way i felt in your arms when you huged me, or how you put you're arm around me. my head fit perfectly in your sholder, and your head on my head. i miss you. i wish i just can get things back on track. or just give me one hug one last good bye.

but that is'nt gonna happen, is it?

my life has taking a unexpected turn. It's turing into a big shit ful of fun, and excitement.

god stoped the game he was playing with my life. and i think he has 100% faith in me now.

&iloveit.

It's hard to say if i have faith in god anymore. he puts me in these situations where i can't get out. I pray, and nothing. I don't know if he listens, or watches me in my act. i feel traped in this world. i dont know if he does all this for a reason. i wish i can just alk to him. i need to get  faith and i need to trust him. i've been in so much bullshit. and he always makes break throughs for each person in their life. well i need a sloution. i need a break through. i need something. Expecially faith.

some people say i'm on the road to no where. </3

maybe thats where i need to be.

"Bless the broken road, that let me straight to you" -Rascal Flatts

When i found you, i felt protected. i felt happy and you can make me laugh. What happen to the nice guy that i met ealier? Or is it just me blowing this out of porportion? Tell me .

&you're 200% happy and excited.

Is scared, happy, lonley, excited, coragous.

and i dont know why i'm feeling them. </3 ?

Is here. <3